Dreary Hospital Stays 10/31/10

What a crazy week. HAPPY HALLOWEEN

I was in the hospital monday for chest x-rays, because they thought i had pneumonia. but the x rays came back negative, then i was in the ER wednesday for the same pulmonary infection, and potentially a kidney problem. so i had to stay overnight at Saint Barnabas Hospital. literally the worst establishment ever made, completely unprepared and ill equipped for anything! every single diagnosis was ludicrous and the service was terrible i sat in my bed for 24 hours straight with out a single procedure done so eventually i asked to leave. but never fear i got the name of a pulmonologist so i will just go see that specialist. nevertheless i was able to attend 3 classes all week so i have a lot of work to do this weekend.

Last night was a lot of fun i napped and then went out with my peers in costume to get food.  but i got work done friday, so i am not overwhelmed. but i missed two GOindia events which makes me sad, because it is the only thing i do weekly that i enjoy. the core classes are necessary, but they are not interesting despite teachers best efforts. I have great teachers (in case they are reading haha) but the subjects themselves simply don't intrigue me. :\

This weekend i also went to an awesome lecture at our law school about how technology (text, facebook, blogging) effects the relationships of my/out generation. it was really cool. Unfortunately, today we are all afraid of silence, because we fear that we might have something incredible to say or that in the quiet of our minds, we might not like who we are.... well you needn't fear every person has something incredible to share, an idea, a story or accomplishment, share it! And if you find you don't like the person you are becoming or are, then you have already taken the first step towards healing.

My fear: that i have a more serious medical condition under my pulmonary infection

My hopes: this doctor can see me this week

Low:the hospital
High: the get well card from my GO team

looking forward to No Shave November?
i am.